Something always happens to delay me money

I'm starting to wonder if I'm being punished because I'm not at the right place or with the right person or just not making the right decisions. The lady that I've been taking care of is in the hospital.... NOT my fault! Anyways so that means I'm out of work for awhile. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I definitely need to do something!

I need to start my own job, business, etc. I just don't know how and plus advertising takes money and it's dangerous! You never know who you're going to run into, hire, or even have meetings with. Even in real estate there are so many women getting raped by a*holes because they're showing a house or the such.

Anyways, my thoughts today are to start looking into schools and get most of my stuff out of storage and possibly sell 3/4 of it so I won't have to deal with the lugging around anymore! It costs me more money to lug that stuff around and put in storage than what it's worth. I might as well sell it all, save up the money from storage costs and buy all new things when I get a place! Ugh! Okey dokey, I'm going to eat and make artichoke dip!